Dear Woman,

I have not been in a committed relationship for the past 11 years.
When my last relationship ended, I moved to Asia and began an expansive spiritual journey.
Until that point, I had been in relationships continuously since the age of 13.

Although I haven’t been in a devoted partnership for over a decade, I have
experienced many intense connections with men. I have fallen in love countless
times, encountered betrayal and heartbreak, and still chosen - again and again - to trust in love.

For the past years, I have also made a commitment to myself not to have sex before marriage.

This last year, however, has been especially intense and I have received profound teachings through the masculine mirrors:

💔 The year began with saying a final goodbye to a soul deep connection that had lasted five years.
💔 Shortly after, I was proposed to by a charming and handsome French poet - who turned out… to be bipolar and suicidal.
💔 Then I met a beautiful Canadian Man who was deeply aligned with my vision, but unexpectedly left the country.
💔 After that, I allowed myself a short romance with a sexy fuckboy with whom I shared the strongest mental connection I have ever experienced.
💔 Then the Canadian returned but I had to say no - because he did not see himself becoming a father.
💔 And finally, I met a powerful and talented musician who paused his busy life, traveled to visit me, called me his future wife and the mother of his child… and then ended everything with a text message.

After this last experience, I had a choice.

I could have become bitter.
I could have decided that men are all avoidant and emotionally six years old.

Or I could choose - once again - to look deeper.
To study again how our childhood wounds play out in our relationships and what to do about them.

I chose the latter.
And Oh my Goddess, how much I have learned!

I am a tantrika, which means that balancing my inner masculine and feminine is a central part of my path.
I have experienced Inner Alchemy: a pure and deep love between my Inner Queen and Inner King.
I have felt them making love inside me - oh my, so much passion, desire, and devotion!

And yet, I still do not have a fully aligned partner beside me who is willing to go all the way.

Maybe you, too, have done so much inner work.
Maybe you are questioning whether you will ever meet someone truly compatible.

I have met so many beautiful men in my life that I know - without a doubt - there is an abundance of extraordinary humans on this planet.

The reason the “right” person is not next to you yet - or why your beloved is stuck in his limitations and unwilling to rise into his full King energy - is not because of you.

There is nothing wrong with you!
There is nothing wrong with me.

We have been sold a fairytale: that the goal is to find the right person, and then everything will finally fall into place.

But the true journey is about meeting all the parts of ourselves, returning to wholeness, and living an authentic, creative life in our full potential.

Yes, it would be amazing to walk together with a conscious partner who is excited to do the same but there is also divine timing - yours and his, whoever he will be.

AND meanwhile without any shame and blame we do our best to meet and anchor ourselves in our sweet divine essence. Enjoy our creative flow and authentic expression.

So when you feel the call, let us gather in a soft, gentle feminine circle and reflect together on our Year in Romance.

I will share what I have learned about Men, about myself, and about the masculine - feminine dynamic.

In complete nakedness, I will share my unfiltered truth with you!

And at the end of our time together, we will experience an Inner Union Activation ♥️

Tuesday, 30th of December (Replay available).